it's been months since my last blog entry and i feel like a completely different person now. life always takes me by surprise these days. college is great, life is good, and i found the love of my life. things always seem to work out in the weirdest way possible. even when it feels like the end of the world, there's always a way out, someone willing to listen and help- there's always the comfort found in a good night's sleep, the company of friends, reveling in a smoke, a piece of chocolate- there's always that one person who can make you feel better with the touch of a finger, with a hug, one sentence, three words. things work out somehow.